HELLO folks. the chinese new year week has finally passed, don't know why but i think new year are no longer like the past. whereby there are big gatherings among families, gambling blackjack together, watching my dad and uncles play mahjong. this year seems so cold, so cold. it has been a very long time since i visited my grandparents. they aged alot, so much that my heartaches but i believe they will be blessed with good health. i so remember the old times, memories are so precious. looking at the small kids running and jumping around, i suddenly felt that i've matured. as for my maternal relatives, i basically feel nothing towards them or maybe only one or two. most probably due to the little time spent when i was young. yeah, as indifferent as i may seems on the outside, i do sincerely cherish every friendship and kinship. i love everyone :)


Listen to the song here in my heart
a melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release
Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own, my own

"Listen" - Beyonce