Life sucks big time, why ?

Team BooBs offically disbanded, and this signifies the end of our DotA career. we once vision ourselves in the near future as the top few teams in sg, but i guess it's all over.
basketball is another history, fuck it. to think that i actually went to trainings hoping to play in competition.
i got into the fucking last option of my course all by myself and i know ive got no one to blame.
tomorrow's the first day of work and i hope everything goes fine

bah, ive abandoned all my hobbies
and i don't know what's there left in me
everything i does seems to be futile
nothing but false hopes,
aye.

have fun listening to your lies...
I shout out joy and you shout for help
Fuck! I hate you!
Dear G*d, You're a MOTHERFUCKER
Death for All - Death for All
I'm your worst nightmare,
Fuck off!I wanna die!

I don't even think of you as my friend
I don't even think of you as my friend

You deceived me and sold me out
Take off that mask of rectitude!
Pretender that hurts one's eyes, voice that jars on one's ear

Fuck 'em all without a care
Fake rock wannables...just die

I don't even think of you as my friend
I don't even think of you as my friend

The maze, it's so cold
I'll die in a world of lies and deceits

By tomorrow I'll be in despair
It was destined

I have fun listening to your lies...
I shout out joy and you shout for help
Fuck!I hate you!
Dear G*d, You're a MOTHERFUCKER
Death for All - Death for All
I'm your worst nightmare,
Fuck off!I wanna die!

I don't even think of you as my friend
I don't even think of you as my friend

The maze, it's so cold
I'll die in a world of lies and deceits
I'll die in a world of lies and deceits

"The Deeper Vileness" - Dir en Grey